Omegle Date

I decided to post the log of my Omegle date:

You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!
You: girl or boy?
Stranger: girl
Stranger: u?
You: boy
You: I would kiss you
You: just like that
Stranger: nice
You: (unless you were butt ugly)
You: would you consider me creepy?
Stranger: yes
You: if we both knew we'd never see each other?
You: again
You: now i'm reconsidering...
You: how old are you?
Stranger: 1
Stranger: 17
You: oh.. then i would only kiss you if you let me
You: i'm 19
Stranger: how old r u?
You: if you were 19, I would take a risk and just kiss you
You: but i guess you're lucky
You: you have a choice in the matter
Stranger: i let u :D
You: oh ok good
You: where would we be?
Stranger: up to u
You: somewhere up high
You: near the clouds
You: with a nice view
Stranger: yeahh, that would be nice :)
You: maybe the top of a hill
You: and there would be lots of green all around us
Stranger: ah,, nice!
You: a strong wind in both our hair
You: what color is your hair?
Stranger: balck
Stranger: you
Stranger: clack
Stranger: black
You: 3rd time's a charm
You: light brown
Stranger: good
You: how long?
You: is ur hair?
Stranger: mm, until my back
You: awesome
You: then the wind would blow it between our lips
You: but we wouldn't care
Stranger: yes, i dont care
You: i'd be happy
You: and so would you
You: and we'd just lie there in the grass
You: after a while, we'd realize we're bored of kissing
You: but instead of going any farther, we'd just puts our heads down and look at each other
You: i'd sink into your eyes
You: and you into mine
You: then you'd put your head on my chest
You: and we'd soak up the sun
You: so far so good?
Stranger: yeah,, i would hug u :D
Stranger: *big hug
You: nice
You: thank you
You: what next?
You: ooh!
Stranger: you and me lie down on grass
You: ok...
Stranger: feel warm sunshine
Stranger: then?
You: we'd hear music, coming from somewhere at the foot of the hill
You: smooth music
Stranger: ah nice
You: walk down towards it
You: it's a carnival
You: but it's empty, excpet for the people who work there
You: the carnival is for us
Stranger: good
Stranger: sounds nice
You: roasted corn on the cob for me
You: and cheesecake for dessert
You: how bout u?
Stranger: mm green salad
Stranger: and tiramisu ice cream
You: you'd have some on your upper lip
You: I'd kiss it off
Stranger: thanks dear
Stranger: :)
You: while we ate, the carnival got more populated
You: we'd walk around
You: my hand around your waist
You: enjoying the music
You: and reveling in our mutual corny-ness
Stranger: i look someone sell chocolate
Stranger: i'd buy it for u
Stranger: you eat that,
Stranger: i'd kiss u to feel the melt chocolate
You: it's getting dark
You: but first we watch the sun set
You: the sky is light orange
You: the edges of the clouds look like they're on fire
You: as we look away from the sun, the sky gets pink
You: then purple
You: then dark blue
You: a single star comes out
You: and suddenly, there's a meteor shower
You: it looks like glowing rain
Stranger: and we make a wish
You: we don't tell each other what we wish for
Stranger: yea
You: but we know we don't need to wish for much
You: because we have each other
Stranger: rite :)
You: you have to get home
You: so we get in the car so I can drive you home
Stranger: but i dont wanna loss
Stranger: lose u
You: we can stop somewhere on the way
You: where?
Stranger: mm, we go to your house
You: ok, but it's late so we climb through my bedroom window
Stranger: mm,i dont matter
You: i'm very tired, so I go to sleep
You: you don't want to leave, so you crawl into bed next to me
You: and I look forward to waking up with you next to me
Stranger: yeaa, so i'd cuddle you
You: gtg
You: i'ts been lovely
Stranger: lol
You: bye
You: farewell
Stranger: bye
You have disconnected.

SMILE (part 2)

The reason for the first post's title is that yesterday and today in the morning prayer (known henceforth as Minyan), the teacher reminded me to SMILE!! I realized that I love to tell people to smile and be happy unconditionally, but I don't do it myself all that often. This kinda makes me a hypocrite...

I love this song:



Have a great day world!!

SMILE

This blog was born at the intersection of several important concepts. Firstly, I have learned from experience that externalizing something, be it writing in a journal or confiding in a friend, can be very useful in making sense of your own emotions and concepts. It's like being able to see your thoughts as a third party observer, because they are no longer solely in your own brain, taking up space, too close for "objective" observation and analysis.
Next, I have become fascinated by the phenomenon that is Internet anonymity. I went on a date on Omegle (perhaps I'll post it), and it felt wonderful to be able to that open with someone, despite the fact that I knew I would never see her again. I realize of course, that my hot asian date may very well have been a fat, greasy 60-yr old divorcee in Arkansas, but in my mind, she was beautiful (again, I think I will post my date if I can find it somewhere in my laptop's deepest dungeons).\
The final concept that caused me to make an anonymous blog to document my thoughts is the absolute ease with which I am able to view it and update it. WiFi is everywhere, even here at home. That's not even considering the fact that on my university's campus, there is ridiculously speedy WiFi EVERYWHERE!!

Sooooo... this is my blog.